I've been struggling in my school work. It's only the 2nd week and i'm feeling so lost. *sobs* It's not gonna be easy this semester. But i know that it's gonna be alright.
Tutorial was ok till now but it's not the same anymore. ):
You are somewhere in that distant, distant sky, aren’t you?
Even if I can’t see you, I want to trace back over our memories and feel that same happiness
I want to go to where you are, I want to run there right nowIt’s so dark I can’t see a thing, but it’s OK to be scared
Even now, the countless stars in the sky are hereI won’t cry; this is the beautiful sky I looked at with you
I want to go and be by your side, I may be small, I may be small But I love you more than anything, and it makes me strong. I tried to make a quiet wish on a shooting star. But I won’t cry, I’m sure it’ll reach that beautiful sky
1:41 AMXOXO
Sunday, April 22, 2007
9th Birthday.
Happy Birthday Xuan!
It's her 9th birthday today. Didn't go out or anything, we just stayed at home and have dinner together. A rather quiet birthday celebration. (:
Birthday girl.
Time past so fast. She's already so big already and tall. She's at my chin already! It's very tall for a primary 3. Haha! Just remembered 9 years ago. She's only half the size of my arm. Time flies. This is the tempting red strawberry moose cake.
Family.
Singing birthday song.
Blowing candles.
What a bad picture taken. HAHA!
Look alike?
Tmr having school again. ): so many tutorials habent finish. *sobs*
9:54 PMXOXO
Busy.
wooo. Have been so busy these days. i guess i'll just post some pictures ba. haha. I'm getting more and more lazy. :p
Today's svc:
My babes.
Darling Hui na.
HAHA! This is what she says, the spirit and the soul.
The thorn among the roses.
Us. Ladies attention.
Today went for BP-NP mentoring AGM in the morning. I'm uber tired! The AGM was quite ok. Still not bad. Hopefully, ERS will have something more. (: Eugene was feeling very sick today. Hope he's alright already. He looks so pale which is very scary. I'm really sorry guys, for those who stayed back to do the stuff for Earthday.
Yesterday's cellgroup:
A friend loves at all times.
1:30 AMXOXO
Thursday, April 19, 2007
L O V E ?
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Why then I'm I feeling so empty now? Oh God, fill me with your love. Give me strength. Lecture was very dry today. I'm having hard time catching up, especially for taxation. I'll put in double the effort this semester, i know it's not going to be easy but i just have to work harder and harder.
7:03 PMXOXO
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Endlessly.
Late at night you call on a phone
We talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceving
And I know I've always just been your friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you'll never hurt again
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would beEndlessly
Ohh, oh yeah
I remember when you fell in love
I could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free
And I know right now you're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been broken since the day I met you
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You've learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly
Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly
11:00 AMXOXO
Monday, April 16, 2007
Year 2.
Today's the first day of school. It's so crowded today! argh! Canteen's are all full. HAHA! Anyways, today was quite busy with the CCA fiesta. Was quite disappointed. But tmr will be better. (: Anyways, Han Jie gave us something so sweet he bought in HK DisneyLand. :D So cute!
Piglet!
Today's class was ok. Talked abt brains, brains and more brains. If you're wondering why i'm studying abt brain is because it's psychology to Creativity. Was so happy and relieved to see that Chewie and Carol was in the same class as me. Phew!...The teacher was quite funny! HAHA! His actions are so big when he talk. :D
It's beginning of year 2, a new beginning, a new chapter.
Here's the picture for Fun o7:
Main Committee.
You guys rocks!
8:07 PMXOXO
The power.
It's another awesome day. Went to queue at indoor stadium at around 9.50am when the service starts at 4pm. haha. but theres already alot of people infront of us. HAHA! we are all kiasu Singaporeans.
The presence of God was so great to me again. It was when my hand begin to feel a certain power, numbness. and it's when i slowly begin to lose control of my own hand. It trembles so much that i myself was so AMAZED! I couldn't control, i can see how much my hand trembles, it's like my whole hand is shaking but theres nothing i can do to stop it. It is that moment that i don't have power over my own body. I don't want it to stop, I just love what the holy spirit is doing. This is a true evidence that we serve a living God. Yeah! It's truely amazing, i just love that. I'm hungry for more of him.
The way, the truth, the life.
12:22 AMXOXO
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Awesome weekend.
Today -------------------------------------------------- It's so awesome today!! oh. Thank you Jesus. How great is our God. Today went for second service of Benny Hinn. One word to discribe that: "WOW!" The presence of God is SO strong today! No words can describe how i feel.
Hmmm. It's like i begin to feel numb on my hand and body. Suddenly, the numb became so strong, especially near my stomach area and i started to have tears in my eyes. It's tears of JOY! i couldn't stop crying. The annointing was so Great! Praise the Lord! I'm all excited for tmr's svc. YES!
How Great Is Our God.
Yesterday
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It's Fun o7, ERS first event for the newly formed commitee. All i have to say that you guys have been so great. It was such a success! I tried to upload those photos but can't. I'll try again tmr ba. (:
After that went for svc. It's so great to see the sick being healed. Wheelchair bounded being able to walk again. Deaf begins to hear again. Theres one 63 year old lady who couldn't hear on the right ear for 62 years. Because of some insect? I forgot what is it. But it ate the ear drum causing lost of hearing on the right ear since she was 1 years old. Thank God for the miraculous healing! She's able to hear again! It's so great to hear such testimony. Praise God.
Ok. gonna slp already. Gonna wake up early to queue tmr. Ciao!
1:36 AMXOXO
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Fear?
Fear? is what i have living with the past few years. You may ask what do i fear.
I fear of losing the closest and the thing i loved most. I fear of facing people. I fear that you may think that I'm boring. I fear that there will be no topic to talk between us. I fear I fear.....
The list goes on and on....
Maybe it's because i've kept thinking so much what I have to do before i act.
BUT i tell you tonight. I will try my best to get rid of all the fears that is in me. Cos' i know that I'm not alone, i have God is by my side, who is always so loving. There's nothing that I will fear. We just live one life, i wanna just enjoy this life and laugh, smile whenever i can. :D
The road is long, the valley's deep, the oceans wide infront of me.
BUT God saves the day!
9:59 PMXOXO
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Tired!
So busy with CCA! So many upcoming events this month. Calling people, sculptures, CCA fiesta. busybusy like a bee. Recently, we have a guest from the environment to visit our clubhse.
Guess what's that?
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It's Hornet! Thank God that it didn't sting us. Around 2pm the estate people came to clear the hornets. They sprayed something to the Hornet's hive and soon they came out with a box filled with more that 5 hornets and their hive. The estate people showed us, the hornets are so huge and black! SCARY!! Here are some photos from Hui Min..
Painting..(: Rubbish? NO! It's gonna become a big round earth. It's gonna be another long day tmr and the day after tmr and the day after... ByeBye. <3
12:19 AMXOXO
Monday, April 9, 2007
Top reasons why ladies today are still single.
1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men, have No money.
6. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not sonice and somewhat heterosexual,don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful,that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual,are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRSTMOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the firstmove, automatically lose interestin us when we take the initiative.
HAHA! It's interesting! Extracted from Mel's blog. I think it's quite true! :D
7:11 PMXOXO
Sunday, April 8, 2007
Easter Fun.
Today was fun fun fun!
Went for Easter service today, So many people! Whole Expo Hall 8 was filled with people!
First thing i must say is that the Drama was GREAT! EXCELLENT! It really touched my heart i almost cried when they showed that John the Baptise died and when Jesus was nailed onto the cross. *clapsclapsclaps* to the drama crew.
Thank you Jesus! Thank you for the love.
I think that Christianity is not just about religion but also the love of God. <3
After Service went to Hall 7 for the carnival. Although didn't play anything i had so much fun! Chitchatting, crapping, camwhoring, teasing, playing. :D
Saw Jireh from CHR too. It's been such a long time since we met. The last time was during sec 2? He's changed alot. HAHA! So many people from CHR!
Photos are up:
I just wanted to take a photo with both of you.
But
See what you two did to me! EVIL! They bash me up!
HAHA! Look so real right? Good shot by Zhi Guang. (: We all love peace.
Candid.
Our friendship will be STRONG!
Nice one. Ghost behind? HAHA!
YAY!
On our way back home.
Yong Sheng.
Raymond.
EXTRA BENG!!!
Thank you guys for today! I had so much fun! Love you all <3
12:05 AMXOXO
Friday, April 6, 2007
Relaxing.
Today worked for around 3 hours? The uncle was 1 hour late! Haix. Went to Bukit Panjang to give out those leaflets, all the blocks have so little units. So in the end earned $8.30 for today only. So little. Nevermind, tomorrow's Good Friday, I believe that it will be a better day. (:
While giving out one of the leaflet i heard one sound "piak!" Guess what's that?
It's a lizard!!!
It's like 10 cm away from me only! Luckily it did not drop on my head! If not i'll scream till the whole block of residents wake up. HAHA!
So tired! It's good to be home when there's something sweet waiting for you. The Strawberries! Thanks Mum. I want fondue!
Birthday girl. 
Ladies attention.
Why then I'm I feeling so empty now? Oh God, fill me with your love. Give me strength.
Painting..(:
Thank you Jesus! Thank you for the love. 
EVIL! They bash me up!
YAY!
Your smile and words make me stronger.