It's been busy busy busy these days. Or maybe i don't know how to manage my time. It seems that i push away my responsibilities. Just like what happen for ERS things. ): I just can't wait for holidays to come! So many programs we have planned. (:
Zoo trip, Sentosa, Movie...Muahahaha! And of course i'm excited for the Green Fushion Camp. :D
Anyway, if u haven't noticed i've changed my blogskin. HAHA! I loved it. It's so "childish", colourful and pretty. :D
hmmmm..One of my small small dream is to open an online shop before the age of 20. haha. i still have 2 more years to go. Hopefully i can open one and is successful. (:
Do check out this website: http://oldclosetaffairs.blogspot.com/ by sharon and friend. They're opening this online store. Do drop by and check it out!
Will my dream come true? I need 2 Cs - Capital and Creativity. haha. Ciao. <3
11:08 PMXOXO
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Life on a train.
"Life is like a train ride. We get on. We ride. We get off. We get back on and ride some more. There are accidents and there are delays. At certain stops there are surprises.
Some of these will translate into great moments of joy, some will result in profound sorrow. When we are born and we first board the train, we meet people whom we think will be with us for the entire journey. Those people are our parents.
Sadly, this is far from the truth. Our parents are with us for as long as we absolutely need them. They too have journeys they must complete. We live on with memories of theis love, affection, friendship, guideance and their ever presence.
There are others who board the train and who eventually become very important to us, in turn.
These people are our brothers, sisters, friends and acquaintances, whom we will learn tolove,and cherish.
Some people consider their journey like a jaunty tour. They will just go merrily along.
Others, will encounter many upsets, tears, losses on theis journey. Others still, will linger on to offer a helping hand on anyone in need.
Some people on the train will leave an everlasting impression when they get off. Some will get on and get off the train so quickly, they will scarsely leave a sign that they ever travelled along with you or ever crossed your path.
We will sometimes be upset that some passengers whom we love, will choose to sit in another compartment and leave us to travel on our own. Then again, there's nothing that says we can't seek them out anyway.
Nevertheless, once sought out and found, we may not even be able to sit next to them because that seat will already be taken.
That's ok, everyone's journey will be filled with hopes, dreams, challenges, setbacks and goodbyes. We must strive to make the best of it, no matter what.
We must constantly strive to understand our travel companions and look for the best in everyone.
Remember that at any moment during our journey, any one of our travel companions can have a weak moment and be in need of our help.
We too may vacilate or hesitate, even trip, hopefully we can count on someone being there to be supportive and understanding.
The bigger mystery of our journeys is that we don't know when our last stop will come. Neither do we know when our travel companions will ake their last stop. Not even those sitting in the seat next to us.
it'd be sad to make the final stop. Separation from all those friends and acquaintances made during the train ride will be painful. Leaving all those we're close to will be a sad thing. But then again, i'm certain that one day i'll get to the main station only to meet up with everyone else. They'll all be carrying their baggage. Most of which they didn't have when they first got on this train.
I'll be glad to see them again. I'll also be glad to have contributed to their baggage and to have enriched their lives, just as much as they will have contributed to my baggage and enriched my life.
We're all on this train ride together. Above all, we should try to strive to make the ride as pleasant and memorable as we can, right up until we each make the final stop and leave the train for the last time."
Isn't this so true about what life is all about? This is what we did for Psycre E-learning. I find these so true. People board and leaves the train. People seating beside me will eventually turn his or her back on me and leave the train which i was left alone in the train. But at the next stop i've found you. You whom i treasure and loved. Stay by me even when i'm angry, sad, happy, worried. If only i could enjoy the beautiful scenary with you outside the window, would'nt it be nice? Even if dark clouds, rain and fog have covered the whole scenary, stay by me, cos' i need you. (:
Last Psycre Lesson. ): I miss mr tio and his toys. HAHA! As usual, more pics will be posted at my multiply. Do check it out soon. (:
Thank you for being there.
8:56 PMXOXO
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Long waited.
Ah. It's been really busy week. I didn't have time for my studies. Common test is round the corner.): What am i going to do. I feel so stress. It seems that i will have a hard time. I need strength and time management and knowledge to go through this tough time. It's also been so long since i updated. haha. i'm just so busy.
Today went for the young leaders talk in school which lasted from 10am to 4pm. It's really tiring.
Saw this banner:
" A vision to see, the faith to believe and the will to do, will keep you moving on.
These few words has truly motivated me. I want to have a vision to see, i want to see my future. I want to believe that i can fulfil my goals. I want to have the will to do the things that i have to do.
No matter how hard it is, i will hold on.
11:43 PMXOXO
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Life.
Life's so fragile, it may end so suddenly. One day you would see a healthy man joking around with you. The other day you see him stopped breathing. What's life? What is your life about? Why does it have to be so complicated? Regrets? What are they? I hate it when i start to say, "i regret not doing this, i regret doing that." I don't want to end my life with so many regrets. But you made me lost my way. I can't find my way back. I'm feeling so lost and numb. Which is the right choice? There's so many things going on in my life right now. Will i lose that hope and trust i once given you? It's a question for me to know and for you to find out.
2:08 AMXOXO
Saturday, May 12, 2007
The time has come.
The time has come. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry. It's not something that i can control. I'm so sorry.
2:12 AMXOXO
Friday, May 4, 2007
Tutorial Marathon.
So tired today! Yesterday had lecutre marathon, today have tutorial marathon. ): Can't take it anymore. Had 3 tutorials and 1 Lecture. sobs. Luckily is for today only. I can't catch up with school work. ): I need to be more organised with my time.
When i look into the sky above, wonder how my life has changed. Wonder how your love it came to me. When I look into the sky above, all my fears so far away and all i feel is heaven calling me.
Am i doing the right things? Lord, show me the right way. Lead me. Let this start/end well. I can't do it on my own.
Let time reveal the truth and light.
Let me post some pics. Haha. or maybe 1 pic. It's taken at the National museum with my psycre tutor and group mates. (: My tutor is very cute and funny. HAHA! Glad to be in that class.
Let the heart do the talking.
10:04 PMXOXO
Truth.
Sometime the truth may hurt. It hurts so much that it sometimes makes you wanna deny the truth.
Face the truth and you will see the glory.
It's like the whole sky was covered with dark clouds. The sun rays could not penetrate the clouds but suddenly the wind blew the clouds away and sunlight appears. It could be happen so sudden that the rays hurt your eyes but if you wait a little longer, we will feel the warmth and cozy sunlight shiny at you giving you the warmth you needed.
Had Lecture Marathon yesterday. LOL! imagine 6 hours of lecture without break in between. It's so dry! I could hardly concentrate. ):
I still prefer movie marathon. HAHA! nights!
1:38 AMXOXO
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
How am i suppose to react?
Nobody taught me how. I need some quiet time.
11:02 PMXOXO
Family Carnival.
Yesterday was labour day. (: Went to expo for the family carnival CHC organised. It was Great! So much fun! Got to go the the concert at Hall 8 where Sun Ho will be coming with other performances from "Milk", ex energy member. (: and not forgetting 'O' School. Their dance steps are superb. I want to learn too! It's one of the thing i also dream to do. (: "nu nai" Sun Photo courtesy from Elaine. (:
Played the Uncle Ringo for 3 times, it makes me feel sick for a while. HAHA! But fun!
Anyways, there's UK Fun Fair at woodlands. I want to play! but no money. ): Shall go next time ba.
sobs. yesterday was the last cell group meeting for N253 and N311. I miss you guys. Everyone cried buckets yesterday as we sang "If we hold on together."
Don't lose your way
with each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
I just can't bear to leave you guys. ): L o v e you guys! Let's not forget each other ok? but make our friendship stronger. Especially, Cat, Hui na, Lena, Jeffrey, Zhi Guang, Sean, Pam, Aly, etc many many more. I MISS YOU GUYS! Hope to see you guys tmr @ the carnival. (: These are photos taken before last week's svc.
Raymond. You'll be stronger as times goes by. Preservere!
Lena and Zhi Guang, Lena's the sweetest person! Zhi Guang, I miss your cakes! haha.
Taken during Multiplication:
Elaine. You're always there to offer help. Thank you! <3
Lena, Qian Qi and Jeff. HUI NA! The craziest person. HAHA! I miss you much much much.. Thus 3 cell group was formed. N253, N311 and N384
With lesser people in the cg, it's time to take up responsibility. (: Yea man! i'll do it.
"nu nai"
Sun
Photo courtesy from Elaine. (:
Lena, Qian Qi and Jeff.
HUI NA! The craziest person. HAHA! I miss you much much much..
