Read this in a book i've been into these days. It says " if a woman truely loves you, you can't always expect her to tell the truth. you see, women are more attuned to feelings than men are, and if they're not truthful, more often than not it's because they think the truth might hurt your feelings. But it doesn't mean they don't love you" -Nicholas Sparks. Haha. how true is it. If you want to know the truth, i hurts alright. Sometimes we do lie but its for your own good. It feels so bad to lie what we really don't wan to do.
When I see your smile Tears roll down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Its ok, Its ok, Its ok Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cause you're my You're my My true love My whole heart Please don't throw that away Cause I'm here, for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay, stay... Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
9:42 PMXOXO
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Crazy.
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Have been crying to sleep yesterday. Something must be wrong with me. Crying for no reason. or maybe there is but i dunno for wad. lol. I think is becos' stayed at home to looooooooong le. I have to get a breather outside. Going out later. (: If not i'll go crazy.
Watched this show on youtube by mandy moore. Very touching, it made me realise certain things. A walk to remember.
Thank you for being my guardian angel. [:
1:24 PMXOXO
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
:D
Bro just came home today, bought us jelly and my t-shirt. wahahahaha..Lovesloves.
Loved the t-shirt. So cute, also have a "specs" with it, i think i'm gonna make it into a necklace. :D..Rahhh..i hate staying at home, anyone wants to go out walkwalk? Need a job..]: ERS Camp this Sat. Finally! Sentosa here i come. [:
I've been thinking these few days, what does it takes to be independent? I feel that i'm not being brought up to be independent. In fact i've always been dependent on my parents and friends. I've never been stepping out of my comfort zone. Yi shan ar yishan time to be independent you are already 18 years old! ]:
5:47 PMXOXO
Monday, August 27, 2007
Life is fragile.
Just heard from my sis that one of my indonesia relative just passed away. How fragile is life, which reminded me of daddy. This few days i start to miss him. Missed his big belly! Haha! How i wish everything was just a dream and everything would just be okay when i wake up. But i know i'm not dreaming, i shall not be emo. Be strong gal!!
Treasure everyone..i'll treasure the time spend with u..<3 align="center">Bro's gonna be back in another 4 hours. Pray that he will reach Singapore safely. (:
11:29 PMXOXO
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I've got bitten by someone on the arm..still got mark leh. I measured le is 7.5cm..HAHA! That person gonna get it from me. :p Bruises everywhere, play too much le but was very fun cos i got my revenge. muahahaha..Everythings back to normal le..hope it'd carry on like this [:
6 more days to a special day..what should i plan ne?? thinkthink..
11:36 PMXOXO
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Boring.
Rahhhh. Have been staying at home for the whole day, surfing net. haha. saw so many nice clothes at the online stores. So tempted to buy them but nah, i'm broke now. :p I want to go shopping. Pretty clothes and shoes waiting for me. Hope bro buy me some t-shirt from taiwan. muahahaha..*praypray* lol.
I can't wait for 14 sept to come, what kind of grade will i get?? which IS to go?? Which elective to take in yr 3?? so many things to think of.
It's time to revaluate myself. Who am i really? Why would i speak words that hurt people? Why did i react in such a way? Why am i avoiding things? I really don't know i can't seem to act what my heart really speaks. For it is only with the heart that one can see rightly; What is essential is invisible to the eye.
If you like Celebrity Gossips heres the website you will like: http://omg.yahoo.com/
11:38 PMXOXO
Holidays.
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Phew, finally can relax le. I've been deprived from my sleep for the past few days. ): I'm gonna sleep till i shiok!! Hais..but today's paper was screwed up. I can't balance the accounts at all. sobs.it's all over le, shall just enjoy my holidays ahead. I need a job badly so i can go shopping. :D Anyways, today after paper went to have dinner with hui min and friends. (: Awwww..blogger don't let me upload pics, shall upload next time ba.
Songs can really change your mood, try to feel the music and it'd touch you deeply. I loved this piano piece in Jay's movie, The Secret where 小雨uses the liquid paper to write on the table. Damn touching. It'd make my heartache so much.
I feel so blessed having someone who loved me so much..<3
Here's all the pic for ytd. (:
12:42 AMXOXO
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Yeah!
YEAH!! FIT is already over. The monster module kill my brain cells only. Haha. i'll try to update more, this blog look so dead now. haha. anyways i wan to thank God, Shu fang and Hui min. Haha..If not i don't think i can manage my paper today which i'm totally lost from chapter 2 onwards. 3 more to go! Jia You!
Love you guys!
7:18 PMXOXO
Monday, August 20, 2007
Major Construction.
There's gonna be a MAJOR Construction to this blog after my exam. Muahahaha..
Can't wait for exam to finish. Guys, Ganbate!! 4 more to go..):
Tmr's paper is the scariest. sobs. Jia you ba!
1:26 PMXOXO
Saturday, August 18, 2007
The Rain
If only i could walk in the rain, so nobody will notice that i'm crying.
